When the Manager of Walmart asked me what my new position was the other day, I answered him back..
He either didn't hear me correctly or chose to ignore my odd sense of humor (LOL)..and said...
'Oh that's nice.'....lol
During the Christmas holidays, I worked the midnight shift as a Customer Service Manager.
I shared with a co worker yesterday and seriously had to force myself to shove down the tears that welled up in my eyes (and even having to go to the bathroom later to compose myself)..
I had replied to her comment about hating where she was but needing the money.
"I cried each night I had to come into work the midnights. At the beginning I cried so much I had to redo my make up.(than I just stopped putting it on until I knew I wouldn't be crying anymore..lol)."
" I had to come to work. I had to 'man up' and provide for my family some sort of income so we would not lose every thing we had worked so hard for."
(Randy was fired at the beginning of November and December, (week of Christmas),Unemployment Benefits had denied him any income).
I also shared with her (and everyone else at the table that was listening..talk about my agoraphobia kicking in folks..helllooo,lol..God and His odd sense of humor)...
"I have come to love midnights" so much that I'm just blown away. Talk about God doing more than I could have ever asked, imagined or prayed for.
I just prayed He keep me sane, rational, joy filled and able to work till the end of the tunnel was over and I reached the 'light' side of days again..lol.
Shaneah with her 'ouch mouse' in her hand when she had the spill and cut her button nose.
I shared with another co worker (ya, ya..I'm always yappin..LOL) about all of you...those that make it till the end of all my yappin.
"The people 'stalkers' (people in my real life that really don't care less for me, just pretend to my face they do and are just noisy ..and let's be honest folks..we ALL have them..lol) won't read all of my yappin, it's not something they would be interested in."
All of you that have made it here..well you are like what that picture above represents...
Safe, cozy, warm, healing, loved and cherished...
With all my 'boo boos' in my life, your encouragement, your love, your inspiration strengthen me to continue to share my heart, to open my heart up and let you in...
Heart to heart.
The Lord is at our right hand precious ones as we close 2012 and begin 2013. We will not be shaken.
amen amen amen....
Have I told you lately.....
I LOVE YOU~