I waited patiently for the Lord; He inclined to me and heard my cry. Psalm 40:1
Thank you Doreen Schoures for starting my morning at my page on Face Book.
Blessings!~
I told Doreen my heart got all teary eyed when I saw her post.Now my eyeballs are getting all teary eyed as I write this..lol.
Cry in pain. Cry in joy. Cry in pain and joy.
Do you understand people when I say that?
Do you get it?
I know some of you do. We have done it together..lol. Either through the internet, by emails and inbox, the phone and in person.
Some of you understand it, just don't 'get it'. The tears part.
As Diane my bff states..'Angie and I are stubborn ladies. We have been strong our entire lives and we have had to be that way in order to function.'
Transformation. That is what Diane calls my bawling these days..lol.
Not conforming is what I call it to my bf Pauline.
I was sitting here doing my thing (checking emails, inboxes, etc.) and answering a few, when my purpose was to sit and pour my heart out unto the Lord and share it with all of you here.
See when I do these devotionals it's me bringing you along to God the Father's throne...right into His presence.
So as I always do, (praise God for OCD) multitasking on the internet here and talkin to God at the same time..lol..
"Lord, direct me how I am to start my mornings here on the internet?"
I felt in my spirit...
1. Don't read your emails. Do that once you have had your own quiet time in the prayer corner with Me.
2. Don't check everything on Face book. Go to your page first.
3. Encourage and Inspire.
Ok Lord...so off I trot to my page and WHAM!~
BLESSINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS....is here...
So I cry. and I cry..That is God folks...
Had to stop for a moment...lol.
I shared with my bf Sheila Moore yesterday about how I 'wipe' my tears. I gave her a word picture of a child when they cry, a hurting child. We rob our tears really roughly. Wipe them off real hard because we have to be brave. We have to suck it up. We have to not show weakness even though our little hearts are so torn and broken.
I told her that I have been 'washing my face' with my tears now. 'The cheapest facial products around girl'..is what I also said..LOL.gotta love my diva in me..lol.
I take both my hands and just wipe my tears so gently and wipe them as if I was washing my face.
Very therapeutic. 'Balm of Gilead' is what I call it.Balm of Gilead was originally a healing compound and is represented in God's Word with Joseph. Most of you know about Joseph and the technicolor jacket..and Donny Osmond..lol
I waited patiently for the Lord;...when I read that this morning, instantly my spirit received..'your not patient'.
Than a bombardment of 'failures' started to flood into me.
WHAM..I stopped it real fast.
I am patient. That is what I thought....didn't say it out loud..wouldn't be the first time if I did though..lol
He inclined to me.... a bend or tilt:..He bent towards me...isn't that amazing......
heard my cry....my heart's cry. my heart's desire.
I just turned and saw my beautiful red cup that Beth K. Ferrell mailed me a few years back...Jesus is the Gift.
sigh....
Monday I start back my Encouragement and Inspiration. Sabrina from Fabulous Boutique said we can 'hang' there for our first one for the New Blessed Year....
I wish all of you could join in. I pray God makes a way where it can be video taped..like I see Melanie Clark Dorsey share with her messages of God's love and hope.
One day...
Until than, we got each other here..at our finger tips right!~
Blessings to you and yours this day..I'm off to send this message to my blog for those that want to come to my Father's throne with me...
Thank you Doreen Schoures for starting my morning at my page on Face Book.
Blessings!~
I told Doreen my heart got all teary eyed when I saw her post.Now my eyeballs are getting all teary eyed as I write this..lol.
Cry in pain. Cry in joy. Cry in pain and joy.
Do you understand people when I say that?
Do you get it?
I know some of you do. We have done it together..lol. Either through the internet, by emails and inbox, the phone and in person.
Some of you understand it, just don't 'get it'. The tears part.
As Diane my bff states..'Angie and I are stubborn ladies. We have been strong our entire lives and we have had to be that way in order to function.'
Transformation. That is what Diane calls my bawling these days..lol.
Not conforming is what I call it to my bf Pauline.
I was sitting here doing my thing (checking emails, inboxes, etc.) and answering a few, when my purpose was to sit and pour my heart out unto the Lord and share it with all of you here.
See when I do these devotionals it's me bringing you along to God the Father's throne...right into His presence.
So as I always do, (praise God for OCD) multitasking on the internet here and talkin to God at the same time..lol..
"Lord, direct me how I am to start my mornings here on the internet?"
I felt in my spirit...
1. Don't read your emails. Do that once you have had your own quiet time in the prayer corner with Me.
2. Don't check everything on Face book. Go to your page first.
3. Encourage and Inspire.
Ok Lord...so off I trot to my page and WHAM!~
BLESSINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS....is here...
So I cry. and I cry..That is God folks...
Had to stop for a moment...lol.
I shared with my bf Sheila Moore yesterday about how I 'wipe' my tears. I gave her a word picture of a child when they cry, a hurting child. We rob our tears really roughly. Wipe them off real hard because we have to be brave. We have to suck it up. We have to not show weakness even though our little hearts are so torn and broken.
I told her that I have been 'washing my face' with my tears now. 'The cheapest facial products around girl'..is what I also said..LOL.gotta love my diva in me..lol.
I take both my hands and just wipe my tears so gently and wipe them as if I was washing my face.
Very therapeutic. 'Balm of Gilead' is what I call it.Balm of Gilead was originally a healing compound and is represented in God's Word with Joseph. Most of you know about Joseph and the technicolor jacket..and Donny Osmond..lol
I waited patiently for the Lord;...when I read that this morning, instantly my spirit received..'your not patient'.
Than a bombardment of 'failures' started to flood into me.
WHAM..I stopped it real fast.
I am patient. That is what I thought....didn't say it out loud..wouldn't be the first time if I did though..lol
He inclined to me.... a bend or tilt:..He bent towards me...isn't that amazing......
heard my cry....my heart's cry. my heart's desire.
I just turned and saw my beautiful red cup that Beth K. Ferrell mailed me a few years back...Jesus is the Gift.
sigh....
Monday I start back my Encouragement and Inspiration. Sabrina from Fabulous Boutique said we can 'hang' there for our first one for the New Blessed Year....
I wish all of you could join in. I pray God makes a way where it can be video taped..like I see Melanie Clark Dorsey share with her messages of God's love and hope.
One day...
Until than, we got each other here..at our finger tips right!~
Blessings to you and yours this day..I'm off to send this message to my blog for those that want to come to my Father's throne with me...
2 comments:
Angela, new years greetings to you....
love you beyond measure sis.
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